if heaven and hell decide..

Today I would just like to boast and brag about how wonderful it is to have such an amazing companion, I am truly so blessed to have such a sweet man to love on. My sweet restaurant co-owner and chef is so talented within the culinary aspect, I am so spoiled when it comes to what is fed to my belly. For my birthday at the end of July, Sean is taking me to New Jersey to spend time with his family and then spend a few days in New York. I am so excited, I cannot wait to experience the big city with my one and only. So thankful to have met my darling boyfriend at such a young age, I cannot wait to see what God has in store for us. 

Here are some pics of me and my better half

 "If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied, illuminate the NO's on their vacancy signs, If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks, then I'll follow you into the dark.." 

Baby Isabelle, and Father's Day Weekend

This weekend Sean and I visited his family for Fathers day and for a baby shower for his precious niece Isabelle, who is expected in August. It was so relaxing to get away and spend time with his loved ones for the weekend. At the shower, we played a game "Pin the Sperm on the Egg" -On a sketched out Uterus sat a picture of Sean's sisters face for the "egg" and on sticky cut out pieces of paper were little "sperms" with her husbands face on them. We got the chance to experience a 3D/4D ultrasound of baby Isabelle, which was completely breathe taking. She was sticking her tongue out at us, and even shot us a smile. My goodness it was the sweetest thing I have ever seen. After having a wonderful weekend with his family, we drove to my home town to spend time with my Dad. Sean and I really enjoyed all the family time that we got this weekend, here are some pics!

Onesies I made for sweet Isabelle- I bunched them together and tied them with burlap strings to create a sweet flower bouquet of onesies for the expecting mother

Sweet dress I hand stitched together for sweet Isabelle!

Sean's Dad and the game!

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Sweet baby Isabelle smiling at us!

Dad and Sean enjoying a Father's day camp fire!

S'mores grill that we got Dad for Father's Day

My sweetest babes, Sean and Emma <3

Emma Jayne

My sweet Emma is having to stay with her "paw paw" (my dad) while I  work some kinks out in my lease but I cannot get over what a doll she is! Oh my goodness- she is such a perfect animal, my pride and joy. I purchased Emma at the flea market when she was just a sweet pup. She came with a bag of dog food, and a bone. Emma's birthday is January 12th- next year she will be three. She has had one batch of puppies and they were the most adorable babes on the planet. Thank the lord for sweet animals like her- "I only hope I am as good of a person as my dog thinks that I am."

5-28-2012

My life is less of a whirl wind than it was about 6-8 months ago. I am only 18, so there is not too much that people can expect from me. Driven only by self- discipline and self-destruction, I become confused about what I should do with my future. I have no one standing behind me telling me what I should and should not do, it all comes natural to me. I am led by my savior the Lord, but at times I just feel so weak and lost. I was blessed with the love of my life this year, it feels like in the shortest period of time that I have fallen head over heels for this sweet sweet man. I can assure you, he is my soul mate. Currently, I do not own a vehicle so I am just riding with whoever is willing to pick me up and drop me off. I can say that I am enjoying it a little more than I had expected, I enjoy not having to pay for the car insurance and having to drive in traffic, and I don't have to stress about filling up my gas tank. I am floating through life as a college student, and hoping to fulfill my purpose here in life. Sit back and enjoy Jessie in Tandem as I let the wind of life lead me.




"And Again I will put my trust in him..." Hebrews 2:13